Friday, June 5, 2009 ()
RAJES @ 6:26 AM / comment (0)
hi.. todae my birthdae.. dont even feel like celebrating it lorh.. hmm.... when it was 12 i ws hoping for mummy or sister to wish me first but ended up mam nerissa wish first.. But nvm lah... my family forgot my birthday i guess... hahas.. then after 12 went to sleep cause morning need collect report bk.. report book okay larh... but still not up to expectations. will for sure do better nxt tym... this is a promise.. :) then went to sj room untill angela come.. i slept there.. omg.. damn tired.. haha.. then when jooyee left i also left.. calvin was wif me.. then we went out of school then heard angela calling me.. then calvin dont wan come.... wth... cheat my feelings.. haha.. say come then dont wan come.. then angela and i went to vivo waited for irshad to find us.. then went to some places.. sort of window shopping larhs.... haha.. then went to eat at Long john silver.. kept on laughing.. then aisah came along.. we ask her come.. then they all wanted to watch movie at orchard cathey.. so they went and I waited for mam nerissa.. she came, wif her luggage.. haha.. talk talk then she hungry so went to eat at buger king.. then went window shopping.. kinda laugh a lot a lot.. after that since we didn’t have anything to do so we went to sky park.. damn windy.. my school skirt keep on flying.. hahas.. mam nerissa sleepy so she sleep.. when she sleep I didn’t have the heart to wake her up.. wen she sleeping I was listening music and was admiring her cutness… haha.. she damn super ultra mega cute… J then I also think soo many things.. then was tooooo happy then cry… hahas.. I was wishing that everyday would be my birthday.. but unfortunately on 05/06 is my birthday.. then she wake up herself see me cry she don’t want slp already.. my fault lah… then went until mrt station then I went to take bus.. when I came back home got scolding for coming late.. I told my mum that I will be late.. then she said ok but then she scold me then sae I don’t need a child who comes home late.. she scold me for my report book I would not have cried but scold me for coming home late.. it was juz 5pm.. omg… morning I wished that everyday would be my birthday but no I wish that I was not even born in this world… until now she nvr talk to me… actually since morning I was having fever.. but didn’t tell anyone.. then wen I was in sky park also quite high.. then now still the same.. but I really didn’t even bother… die or live is still the same.. hmm… only if time can be rewind… today whenever my friends and loved one wish me I felt like crying.. especially mam nerissa… I don’t noe why.. she wished me sooooo many times today.. imagine how many times I wanted to cry.. I want to talk a lot things to her and a lot ppl.. but I see her, hear her voice I cant speak.. I only feel lyk smiling and having happiness with them.. currently thinking of today, is really making m cry.. I cant stop t the letter and present angela gave me.. is very touching… I don’t mind reading the letter my life long… for ppl who wished me and gave me present thanks a lot.. I really love it and also love you… but now i wish today was not my birthday… I still wan to write a lot but will cry… now already tears auto coming out… hmm…. Hate this day for the first time in my life…