Thursday, May 14, 2009 ()
RAJES @ 2:08 AM / comment (0)
EXAMS FINISHED OFFICILLY.. :)
TIME IS REALLY GOING SOO FAST...
Today was maths pp1. was okay lah.. didnt do one question.. i dont know how to do then keep on trying untill tym over.. but maths overall should pass lah.. :) since today was last pp kaili, aknes, prakesh, danesha, karnan and me went to vivo to play and juz to play.. LOL.. then when we playing got one cute little boy frm sydney join us to play for a while.. he is really very cute.. then he took our foto and we took his foto.. then suddenly got his mum come say aaron looks like u are having fun taking foto wif GIRLS..the way she say girls is really make me feel like a prostitute... OMG.. then kaili, aknes and i went to mrt station to follow danesha, after she go we all went to vivomart buy drinks after that we were lost.. haha.. then we went back to the playground and saw karnan only.. prakesh went home.. then we also leave.. haha..then came back home and surprisingly saw my nephew.. he didnt go school today so he came here to play soccer wif my brother.. then we all see movie.. the movie super nice..
tmr is marking day.. need to be at home alone.. OMG.. i am scared since some things happen at home in my room itself.. though its my home but i still feel uncomfortable at home alone.. hope things will be alrite asap.. tmr my sis finish school at 3 or 4 plus.. usually friday she finish at 10.. haiyo.. why must be tmr.. :(
i feel so many emotions stuck up in my mind.. dont noe how to release it off... i started hating alot ppl.. something is really very wrong wif me.. i suddenly got this feeling that i am a big big burden to the ppl around me.. started to hate almost everything like the world, my life, ppl around me, some friends, some things, my home, my phone and myself... then alot ppl sae my face very different.. but i am normal.. its really very wierd when ppl ask "u sad ah?, are u angry?, u okay or not?, why u liddat?, what happen to u?, why u suddenly liddat?, got any problem?" its like soooo RANDOM when they ask me this kind of questions to me when i am perfectly alrite and feel okay.. then nowadays also got eye problem.. tears just start to drop by itself.. sometyms is i sad sometyms is very auto..
i hate the way i am now.... i just dont like myself.. i got this feelings and thoughts recently.. i dunno who to tell all these thing which i juz finished typing... feeling very super ultra mega wierd..
AM I REALLY OKAY?? GOING ABNORMAL??
feeling lost somewhere in the world..