Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ()
why my life has to be liddat??? always being suspected by ppl... dunno what to call it as.. love and care or suspect???!!! like wth... i got alot alot thing to say out... but... haiya.. nvm la.. wathever it is.. feeling very down.. :(
Friday, November 20, 2009 ()
Labels: It sucks.. :(
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 (Didnt know wat i had untill its gone...)
halo.. nvr blog for some time already.. shall blog something...
hmm... oh ya i changed my blog skin and its my 112th post.. :)I Miss alot of things..
I MISS SCHOOL.
I MISS WALKING TO SCHOOL.
I MISS 2E2.
I MISS ALG.
I MISS MY TEACHERS.
I MISS TEXTING IN CLASS.
I MISS GOING TO TOILET JUST TO SKIP LESSON.
I MISS SJ.
I MISS MY MOTHERLY TEACHER MS CHANDRAN.
I MISS MY FELLOW FRIENDS.
I MISS MY SENIORS.
I MISS MY JUNIORS.
I MISS GETTING SCOLDED BY PEOPLE.
I MISS SJ ROOM.
I MISS THE PLACE OUTSIDE SJ RM.
I MISS TRAININGS.
I MISS COMPETITION TEAM.
I MISS MY TEAM.
I MISS ME BEING THE LEADER COMMANDING.
I MISS THE PEOPLE WHO TAKE TIME FOR US JUST TO COME BACK.
I MISS EVERYTHING... :'(
aiyah... i really want to go back.. but i'm stuck. i should have studied harder... :(
now its too late already... but
I REALLY WANNA GO BACK.. even ppl who dont like sj and stuff go but me????? sitting at home and rotting.. but me heart and soul is always there whenever they got sj things going on.. i wan to contribute, learn, teach, share.... but... the feelings is like soo lonely.. being leftout alone... i'm willing to do alot of things... but.... hmm...whenever i see my friends going for sj and doing things for sj.. its like deep inside my heart i'll be like 'i also want to do.. i want to help out. i want to come back' but.... talking abt this really make me cry.. my parents dont let me go.. even if i want to show defience and just go out for sj..... its hard.. and i dont dare.. i wont do things against them... they might actually consider giving me one more chance... i will study harder.. i will produce good results.i will. if they let me go sj and i still not up to their expectations then i shall listen to them... i wan to go... i wan to go... OMG... :(
I REALLY WANT TO GO BACK... =(
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ()
Halo... its school holiday.. damn super ultra mega boring sey.. yeah... yesterday went to hss 35 th anniversary.. wasnt that fabulous.. but still okay la.. then came home 11 plus.. today got woke up angela twice once at 7 plus then another at 11. hahas.. okay actually must thank her.. hehes.. i waiting for 13nov.. will get the sub combination.. very scared.. if dont get wat i want then..... omg... its okay nvm shall wait..
bye.. :)
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 ()
HAlo.... blogging again after months... hehes.. thats me.. yesterday went for kayaking.. damn nice wif 2e2.. my partner was chan young.. in the niddle of the sea he was seasick.. and had to go back wif him.. so didnt really kayak for long time.. gina was also seasick.. so we two washed up before everyoe and had very long time to slack and rot.. our bus came soo late.. reached school then went mac to eat.. started drizzling.. then went West coast... had fun... play... laughed alot..
today, now, currently at home slacking too.. having fever and headache... didnt go school also.. by right its not good to be sick but by left its very good as it got some good things happening... hahas.. tmr cca day.. and got chalet.. not really excited over the chalet.. dont wan to go.. but i;m going.. later going temple to pray for my grandma.. its soo sad when someone who is loved soo much is not wif us forever.. i miss her.. its been 6 years already..
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ()
halo... its my 109
th post..
hehes.. long time
nvr update.. thanks to my laziness..
hehes..
life is being great these days
wif more happiness and
laughter.. now is school holiday.. sort of dont like it.. most of the time stay at home only... nvm tmr might be going out...
hmmm... got back report book.. passed everything except maths.. almost reaching there already... hehes.. exams coming soon... left wif 22 days... wha.. soo less time.. i should study hard...
i shall end here since i got nothing much to say.. :)
Monday, July 20, 2009 ()
halo... i'm kinda lazy to blog nowadays.. like seriously.. hahas.. okay.. school was okay.. but i noe i am not the last time rajes.. i used to make alot of noise in class talk alot, disturb ppl, tickle them, all this naughty things inside me .. then now everything is minimised.. its good but but outside class also liddat.. got two faces?!.. this is not me.. Fake smiles, fake laughs, day dreaming, staring into space, thinking and thinking over something, making jokes just for the time being to make ppl laugh, trying to avoid lots and lots of ppl... Lacking of every single things... omg...
THIS IS NOT ME AT ALL...
trying to change... hope will change soon... just need time to sort things out... :)
have things to do.. so have to go..
might not blog that often... :)
